Survivor Insider:
The "Spirited 'Mark-Sam' Discussion" Goes On - Mark's
Apology (Day 39)
"OK, Sam. Apology
excepted. I was really hurt with what you said about me. I have
alot of friends, I mean ALOT who e-mailed me today about how
shocked they were to see that you said that. I have always thought
you were a great guy. Ever since Matthew went, I have been made
out to be a liar and a cheat. Everyone who knows me, knows that
I am a good, honest person. Please do not make me out to be a
rat again. You really hurt my feelings Sam. Yes, I accept your
apology and I apologise too, about how I replied. There may also
be some pics done for this IC about you, I did these because
I was too upsett about what you said about me. From now on Sam,
I want us to be good friends. Sorry, if I do not like some of
your friends, but that is my choice. Do not hate me because of
that. You know how upset and concerned I was about Amelia. Even
though I don't like her much, I was concerned about her. That
just shows everyone, that I am a kind hearted person, who wears
there heart on there sleeve. Apology excepted Sam. Your videos
ROCK !!"
Survivor Insider:
The "Spirited 'Mark-Sam' Discussion" Goes On - Sam's
Apology (Day 39)
"Well, I feel really
bad.. When I wrote all that stuff about Mark, I was mad because
I thought that he might have possibly thought me and Amelia were
trying to get him to throw the challenge, which we weren't. I
apologize, a whole bunch! to Mark, because even though he'll
still be mad at me and everything, I shouldnt have said.. I shouldn't
have typed that out, and now I just feel realy bad. Mark, I'm
sorry, and I hope you still enjoy any videos I do!"
Survivor Insider:
Mark's Response To Sam (Day 38)
"OK, I have sat
here long enough and kept my mouth shut for too long. If you
read all my comments on the forum, my vote, so on. You will notice
that I haven't said that many things about Amelia. Hey Pamona,
Stop taking it out on me that you are down 5-4. Its so unlucky,
your best friends Amelia got voted out and lost the tie breaker.
To be honest I never liked Amelia, she did not put anything into
the game and all I heard from her was moaning. Maybe a few of
you Pamona's got used to the moaning. When Amelia fainted that
night/morning, I was really concerned, Shall we ask rob to copy
and paste how concerned I was on that night/morning. Amelia said
about 4 times that she does not want to continue to play this
game, but suddenly she came back the following day all ready
to play the tie breaker, and she still lost.
And for you Sam to call
me an @$$hole !! I have never ever said anything bad about you.
Sometimes I feel like I'm back at junior school, because a few
old old pamona's are acting like hurt children. I can't believe
you honestly thought that I meant the comment about Survivor
being my life now !! lmfao...I was adding to the drama that Amelia
was making. I feel that YOU Sam, treat survivor as your life,
YOU too are up for 13 hours, YOU are online, phoning people up,
using the forum, sending e-mails to everyone. I feel that survivor
is a BIG part in your life. If I get voted off next, I will take
with me the memory of how nice my old tribe is.... Angel, Luiz,
Shawn, David, Levi and Derek are ALL great people who are not
bitchy and ugly like Amelia, Sam, Lenea, Matthew. Sorry Sam but
I liked you, but you called me an @$$hole, so its time to beat
your @$$. Amanda, I think your COOL !! I feel sorry for you,
having a few @$$'S on your old tribe. Speak to you guys Soon
!! I love you !! :)"
Survivor Insider:
Confessions from the Players (Day 38)
This latest set of confessions
came from all the players. It contains some of their thoughts
on strategy, the merge and what they think lies ahead for the
future of "their" own individual game. Due to the possiblity
of "spoiling" anyone's strategy at this point in the
game, these confessions have been kept anonymous due to their
sensitivity. Luiz was the only one unable to be added. Hers will
be added immediately.
1. What are your plans
for the next few days (in the game)?
"my plans are to
kick butt in ICs and follow my gut in voting"
"well, i just plan
on keeping close ties with my already developed friendships,
stay on friendly terms with everyone else, and do my best to
win immunity"
"The only plans
I have for the next few days are to win as many ICs as possible..
because I know if I don't, then I wont be here much longer"
"no plans really..just
chat with everyone...and play the game..i really don't have a
strategy"
"My plans for the
next few days is to keep relaxed and enjoy the ride. I know a
few people don't like me and I know a few people love me, thats
life. So my plan is just to be as friendly as I can to everyone,
cus they all deserve it."
"I'm just going
to play the game and try to have as much fun as possible ...
there's really nothing left for me to do :-)"
"...and since this
is everyone for themself now, i will still be a team player,
but keep in the back of my mind that i am looking out for #1
now, and will take action on that."
"well, I have no
clue, since the old members of Delhari actually have the lead
in the game. I do not know if they are gonna vote us out one
by one or they are going to think as a tribe. So, for now ..
winning all the immunity challenges is the only thing that could
save my butt!"
2. Are you still sticking
to your old "alliances?" (if that's what you can call
them)
"I never was into
an alliance and the only reason was because our tribe was all
togetter .. so our alliance consisted of 6 people!"
"...okay, alliances....hmmm....
well, since we are up 5-4, i feel quite safe doing what i am
doing now..."
"I'm going to stick
with my buddies, yes."
"All i want to
do is make friends with as many people as possible and to get
as far as I can in this game. If you call having loyal close
friends, an "alliance", then yes I will stick to my
old "alliance(close loyal friends)"
"I plan to do what
it takes to win. And I think that the Old delhari tribal lines
are still intact and I am definately leaning towards voting that
way"
"The only plans
I have for the next few days are to win as many ICs as possible..
becaus eI know if I don't, then I wont be here much longer"
"...somewhat"
"for now yes...I
am closest to them right now...I can't figure that far ahead...anything
can happen"
3. A. (For Pamona) Do
you ever plan on voting with the original Delhari? (this would
mean voting against original Pamona) or;
B. (For Delhari) Do
you ever plan on voting with the original Pamona? (this would
mean voting against original Delhari)
"But am I going
to stick with the Pamona guys ? The better thing to do is to
try to stick myself with other Delharians but I am not sure I
will do that! I don't really see the point since they are going
to eliminate me pretty soon. I can feel it! I'm a big threat
to them"
"Nah.. just because..they'd
never ask ;-)"
"With regards to
voting, I have never really had a plan. At first I used to use
the "hat method" but now I decided maybe 5 mins before
I have to."
"Not at this time..but
you never know what might happen..this game is constantly changing"
"I do not plan
on it at all, I could never vote against any of my ex-Pamona
friends!"
"I don't plan on
it, no. I really hope to God it doesn't come down to that. This
game has me in tears b/c of the voting. I pride myself on being
a good friend, but I'm torn. But As of now, no, I dont."
"old old delhari
are my friends. I think that any "tribal lines" are
not because of "enemy tribes" but because I know the
old old delhari and feel closer to them and would hate to vote
them off as opposed to people I barely know. But I do really
like everyone else, so any voting will be hard. REALLY hard...but
chances aren't very likely"
"..."
4. Anything you' d like
to freely add?
"Well, I sure which
things would have turned out differently but even thought Pamonians
get voted off one by one, we already won this game. Maybe not
the money but our friendship!"
"...you might as
well send me that money now.."
"I now hate AOL
smiley faces."
"Humm... Nothing
to add really apart from, I wish people would stop bugging on
me :-("
"I really enjoy
this game..and I wish the best of luck to everyone. And have
a good time."
"I want to say
a mere "congratulations!" to the original Delhari,
because even though some might say they like me and they respect
me and everything, and it may be true, I know that they cant
turn on their teammates, just like I can't, so congrats you guys!
you earned it."
"No one be mad
at me! I'm doing the best I can and I lub everyone to pieces."
"..."
Survivor Insider:
Sam Sets Some Things "Straight"
A disgruntled Sam decided
to do a 1-on-1 confession with the host on Day 37 to set certain
rumours, circulating around the tribe, straight. Here is what
Sam had to say.
"I want to tell
everyone, players and viewers, that I am NOT the token gay survivor.
I may like B*Witched and the Spice Girls and such, but I do not
prefer men over women.. in fact, I dont prefer men at all in
that way. Now that that's over, I wanna talk about my new tribemates.
Luiz, Angel, David, and Shawn, I have nothing against.. they're
all wonderful people, and I wish them the best of luck! (more..)...
However, the one horrible nasty part of this tribe would
have to be our dear Mark.. Mark.. is an @$$hole whome I just
positivly cant stand anymore.. all the comments he made about
my freind, Amelia.. just did not sit well with me. Faking a serious
medical situation is not something that Mellie or myself would
ever do, that's too far. I feel VERY sorry that this game is
his life right now.. That's very pitiful.. and I'll go ahead
and say, that since I'm in the jury, (more....)... If
you make it to the final 2 Mark, you most definatly will not
be recieving my vote, because any other of your ex-Delhari teammates
deserve it more than you. Expect a Susan Hawk speech and question
from me.. you god-forsaken excuse for a rat. "
Survivor Insider:
"After the Webcam" An Inside Look at what Contestants
are doing after the Game.
Derek Lands a Spot in
Cosmopolitan Magazine.

The 4th player to be voted
out of the game has kept himself busy lately, but not doing Reebok
ads or Mountain Dew plugs, but rather, Cosmopolitan Magazine.
Yeah, you heard it here first, Derek has landed the front page
of Cosmo mag. It's been nearly 3 weeks since he left and he has
already become "Derekina." He managed to get the sex
change operation he always wanted. "Derekina" has now
assigned himself as the self-proclaimed webcam diva with his
new lease on life. Where will we see Derekina next? Who knows.
Keep checking Survivor: Insider for updates on all ex-players.
Day 30 - The Merge: Three Tribes Become
One. Mahana is Formed.
On Day 30, the 10
remaining Castaways were merged into one complete tribe. The
Delhari, Mamaati and Pamona Tribes were bid a fond farewell to
make way for the new tribe, Mahana (Tahitian for "Sun"),
as part of the traditional survivor merge. Although little is
known how it will all turn out, the castaways had some initial
reactions to share.
Amanda: "the merge seems cool. im
sad matt is gone tho"
Amelia: "I hate it.. Cause people
have turned evil. Just makes me all the more inclined to want
to win, though, you know?"
Luiz: "hmm...too early to say I
think but i'm looking forward to getting to know everyone. they
all seem really cool and very funny, lol"
Angel: "It's nice and fun and hard
to keep up with."
Shawn: "i find that the former pamonas
are sticking to their own convos, where as the former delharis
are more trying to get involved with the pamonas as get to know
them. the old pamonas have made very few attempts if any to get
to know us."
Sam: "Well.. I hate it so much..
how we've had this rivalry and..then after this TC, being a very
stressful one.. coming into the chat room and one person saying
"Oh, Sam! I've wanted to meet you for so long!" It's
just a little too fake tonight. Well.. I'm also really sad that
we lost who we did.. he was an excellent player and I'm going
to miss him, the merge would have been a lot better if Matt was
here."
Joey: "this is happening pretty
fast. I am still shocked about Matt! I was very
close to him. But everyone seems to be nice so far .. I
am Sad a lot. So, besides that ! We talk about
Porn now .. 24/7, lol"
Lenea: "anxious... nervous..."
Mark: "humm..i'm excited !! really
excited ..i can see this will be one big happy family"